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Comment on THIS IS IT!!!! by Mikki

Mikki — Thu, 03 Jun 2010 04:13:44 +0000

And, as far as confidants…I’ve had a few. One is my daughter’s god mother. We’re not close anymore, I think life just got in the way of that. But I KNOW she was a confidant. Another is my road dog Mel! lol I KNOW she was one since the days we joined at the hip 20 years ago. We lost track for some years and as we hopefully rebuild it again… See More, I hope she knows how much her friendship meant to me back then and how much I STILL cherish it. Another is my dude, Bat. We’ve been through hell and high water for 9 years and I KNOW that even though this is not our season to even be in each others lives right now. I pray that we will connect again once we work our own issues out….not as mates, but as close as we once were as best friends. Another one is Robert. Yes, I KNOW that boy is there for me and I’m there for him. He will get in my ass in a minute to tell me what I’ve done wrong and I love that! Even though he doesn’t know that…because when he does it, I laugh at him and check him….but he gets to me…more than he knows. One last one is one that I feel like CAN be that confidant, but, like you said…because I’ve been hurt so much, I’m scared to let her TRULY in. She’s kind of in but that fear is still there, so the walls are still up. But, it’s nothing on her part, it’s all on me and working on my fears to FULLY let someone into a place where VERY few have been…MY WORLD.

But, with all that being said….I’m so open to begin to let people in now….and that’s only because I’m willing to be vulnerable because having vulnerability is part of living and I’ve been “existing” for so long, that I’m ready to start “living”!

Comment on REALLY?!!!!! REALLY?!!!! by Emily

Emily — Wed, 02 Jun 2010 14:14:57 +0000

wow. that’s something else.

good for you for warning her. i’ll pray she’s vigilant in protecting her daughter, esp. with a known molester in her life.

Comment on THIS IS IT!!!! by Steve

Steve — Sat, 29 May 2010 05:47:31 +0000

Girl, praise the Lord.. I loved this. Thank You for sharing!

Comment on THIS IS IT!!!! by Sharon

Sharon — Thu, 27 May 2010 12:19:55 +0000

P.S. Continue to allow Him to heal those “secret places” in your soul. I kept trying to “feed”, i.e. medicate my hurting soul for so long (surely you can relate). I admit that sometimes I still desire to wash away a feeling with some bites of this or that. Yet when I call on God and allow Him to order my steps and take me to that healing place (it might not be easier though), I ALWAYS come out on the other side with less calories and more wisdom…my prayers are with you!

Comment on THIS IS IT!!!! by Sharon (aka msss77 on WW)

Sharon (aka msss77 on WW) — Thu, 27 May 2010 11:56:09 +0000

Wish I had a nickle for each one I “fed” but could not feed me, a wealthy woman I would be. But I see this as my calling. God placed in me information to share so that others may not be so quick to stumble. I have had the same “TWO” (2), yep only two confidents for many, many years. When I was younger, my “friends” were all the world to me. I had no idea what my father meant when he said “all the time”, “Sharon, all those people are NOT YOUR FRIENDS.” I thought he just did not like them but oh was he trying to speak wisdom to my young, immature heart. I have swallowed alot of “Big Girl” pills since then and I have cried a river of tears. It seems all worth it though when I look at my adult children and see that they have listened to me more than I listened to my dad.

Thank you Mikki for keeping this blog going. Every time I stop by to check on you (yes I do…smile), I find a gift waiting in your beautiful musings…be blessed darlin’ and take care as you love and put your beautiful self FIRST….Sharon

Comment on A Letter from my disease by Ms. D'Mae

Ms. D'Mae — Mon, 24 May 2010 15:16:35 +0000

As Al Sharpe says, KEEPING IT REAL…………………. AND UP FRONT

Comment on THIS IS IT!!!! by Rox

Rox — Wed, 19 May 2010 16:50:29 +0000

Girl, praise the Lord.. I loved this. Thank You for sharing!

Comment on THIS IS IT!!!! by Mel

Mel — Wed, 19 May 2010 16:50:01 +0000

I TOTALLY FEEL THE SAME ABOUT YOU! We were young and we had to grow and allow constituents and comrades into our lives so that we would know what confidant is! I am glad we had that time…. we will never take our friendship for granted EVER again!!!!!! I LOVE YA Mik

Comment on THIS IS IT!!!! by Kaye

Kaye — Wed, 19 May 2010 16:49:38 +0000

girl being vulnerable is so hard.. I admire your growth and applaud you for what you are allowing God to do in your life honey…I am learning to let my guard down but it stillr eal hard for me…

Comment on THIS IS IT!!!! by Mikki

Mikki — Wed, 19 May 2010 16:49:07 +0000

@ Melissa….I am a firm believer that sometimes those people that are not on your same level need YOU! Now, some of them are leeches and are out for self….and those you should just get FAR away from and that what it sounds like from your post. But, remember that sometimes, they are just at a bad place and God may put you there to help them … See Moreinstead of them helping you. So, choose wisely sweetie and DON’T keep a grip on the leeches….remember they suck blood….and you need yours to live!

And, please believe that as I’m saying this to you….I’m telling myself the same thing and as of this moment….NO MORE LEECHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Who’da thunk it?!!! lol This one video could put THIS much into me? FULLNESS!!!! lol