How I feel today:

When Thanksgiving rolled around, I told myself to enjoy it without thinking about how much I ate or what I ate.  For that one day, I would do what I wanted.  But, it could only be that one day…..NOTHING MORE!  So, as I was leaving my sister’s house from eating, I took a plate….but I didn’t take much because I knew that it would have to be gone that night!  Got home….later on I ate the rest of it…..except for these damn potato chips.  I woke up in the morning and they were still there. I could have sworn that I wished them away the night before.  But, they were still there.  They started calling me.  I was like !  I know how they are my weakness….and I knew that I couldn’t lie to myself again…..I knew they had to go!  So, I sat there thinking….now THIS is why food addiction is so bad….I actually said this to myself….”Don’t just throw them away, because you know they are in a bag and you might go in there and get them!”  I knew it was a clean bag in there so shuddap!  Anyway, I knew I had to do something that would make me not try to “save” them.  So, I sat there crunching them up and this is where they ended up!

Guess I showed them huh?!!!!! 

Until later….