Archive for September, 2009

30
Sep

Still hurting….but it's good news.

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How I feel today:

So, the pain was still bad and it woke me up out of my sleep this morning and I was in tears. So, I called my dentist and he told me to come in because he thought that I had a “dry socket”. So, naturally I got really scared because my sister is a dental assistant and she said that if it was a dry socket that I would probably want to jump off a bridge because it was going to hurt so bad. So it scared me to death. But, when I got there, he said that is was not a dry socket and it was just trauma because the blood clot was still there. He gave me more pain medication and some antibiotics. So, although I still hurt really bad…I’m so thankful it’s not a dry socket. I stopped and got some yogurt so that I won’t get a yeast infection from the antibiotic. So, I’m hopeful that the pain will stop sometime soon.

Until later….

28
Sep

Give me a brick!!!

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How I feel today:

I’ve been MIA for days….well….after I left the Mo’Nique show taping on Thursday, I had a toothache. It didn’t really get bad until Friday evening. Then I swear Satan was digging in my tooth with a pitch fork he held in fire for 2000 hours! At least that’s what it felt like.

About 2 months ago, I had a cavity filled and she said she saw the root. She just filled it and told me it would have to come out. So, I knew I would have to get it pulled one day…but that woman said it might be 2 years from now. Well so much for that! thumbs down Needless to say, my other dentist was closed when it got bad. So, I started doping myself up with everything from Aleve, Advil, Hydrocodone and anything else that I thought would work. Finally I took some Motrin 800 and it helped some….so I just kept dealing with the pain and waiting for today to get the wisdom tooth pulled. I woke up this morning and ran to the dentist. He pulled it.

It was really rough because the roots of my tooth were curved and touched at the bottom. And, in doing that, the roots made a half circle. The nerve he had to get was in that half circle. And, we didn’t find this out until I kept feeling excruciating pain when he pulled. it wasn't me He cut the tooth in half and then shot me in between the split. I came up out of the chair and he said, “That’s the sweet spot!” I wanted to cuss him out. I know him personally so it would have been ok, just not very professional. Anyway, once he hit the nerve, and it was numb….I didn’t care what he did to me, and it came right out.  For some hours, I felt NO PAIN! 

Now I sit here, mouth wide open….and probably slobbing! It still hurts like hell, but this is a different type of hurt. This hurt hurts down in the bone, but I’ll take that from the sharp stabbing pain of the tooth. This weekend was ridiculously awful and I hope to NEVER feel that pain again!!!!

I’m rambling on because I’ve had nothing but Cream of Wheat to eat since Friday and dammit I’m mad! lol I can’t wait to be out of pain AND eat real food and y’all pray for me that this heals quick before I go and throw a rock through some random person’s windshield!

Until later….

23
Sep

One of my dreams came true tonight!

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How I feel today:

One of my dreams came true today!  I met Mo’Nique. That’s was not one of my dreams though. One of my dreams was to tell people how much they affected my life. She was one of them. I have a LOT of confidence now right? Well she is one of the reasons. She is THE reason that I love me even without losing the weight. Well, she’s taping her new talk show for BET here in Atlanta. I went to one tonight. After all was over, I met her. I pulled her to the side so that I could tell her. I told her that she made me begin to love me. She hugged me so tight and I could not stop crying. As she was hugging me, I told her “Thank you for giving me, me!” She said, “Oh baby! You just don’t know what you did for ME!!! Thank you baby!” and hugged me so tight for so long....literally 2 minutes she held me as I cried like a little baby on her shoulder. She started crying too. She said that she was going to come to my next party and she made me promise to go and work out with her. She is so down to Earth and I thank God that lived for the day that she knew that she changed my life forever.

I’m going through a lot and I started not to even go….and who knew that I would touch the person that help make me?

Wow!!!!

Until later….

10
Sep

Let it go!

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How I feel today: There are people who can walk away from you.  And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you:
let them walk. I don’t want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to
see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone.

When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.

The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt
they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19]

People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can’t make them stay.
Let them go.

And it doesn’t mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you’ve got to know when people’s
part in your story is over so that you don’t keep trying to raise the dead.. You’ve got to know when it’s dead. You’ve got to know when it’s over.

Let me tell you something.. I’ve got the gift of good-bye. It’s the tenth spiritual gift, I believe in good-bye.. It’s not that I’m hateful, it’s that I’m faithful, and I
know whatever God means for me to have He’ll give it to me. And if it  takes too much sweat I don’t need it. Stop begging people to stay.
Let them go!!

If you are holding on to something that doesn’t belong to you and was never intended for your life, then you need to…….
LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to past hurts and pains …….
LET IT GO!!!

If someone can’t treat you right, love you back, and see your
worth……
LET IT GO!!!

If someone has angered you.
LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to some thoughts of evil and revenge…..
LET IT GO!!!

If you are involved in a wrong relationship or addiction… ..
LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to a job that no longer meets your needs or
talents
LET IT GO!!!

If you! u have a bad attitude…. …
LET IT GO!!!

If you keep judging others to make yourself feel better……
LET IT GO!!!

If you’re stuck in the past and God is trying to take you to a new
level in Him………
LET IT GO!!!

If you are struggling with the healing of a broken relationship. ….
LET IT GO!!!

If you keep trying to help someone who won’t even try to help
themselves.. ….
LET IT GO!!!

If you’re feeling depressed and stressed …………
LET IT GO!!!

If there is a particular situation that you are so used to handling yourself and God is saying ‘take your hands off of it,’ then you need to……
LET IT GO!!!

YES LORD!!!!

Until later….

6
Sep

My new favorite shirt

   Posted by: Mikki    in Uncategorized

How I feel today:

I’ve been thinking about making t-shirts for curvy girls for a long time now…..you know….the kind with attitude?  Well, here is my first one.  What do you think?

Until later….

3
Sep

I stand corrected!

   Posted by: Mikki    in Uncategorized

How I feel today:

Only my grandbaby would correct me as if to say, “Mi-Mi, are you really that dumb?!!!” 


Until later….




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