Dear Diary,

I am soooooooooooo tired.  I haven’t had a day where I wasn’t ripping and running for about a week now.  I gotta get some sleep.  So, this one will be short.

I went to Ma’s today to eat the rest of Christmas dinner.  She hates leftovers at her house so all of us always have to come back over and finish them off.  Well, we did.  I was soooooo tired, so I didn’t stay long.  I ate and left.  Actually, they hadn’t even eaten yet, they were still washing their cars.  I told them, I’m eating and leaving, and that’s just what I did.  And, I did pretty good eating too.  I didn’t go overboard or anything.  My mother called me before I left though and said that she needed me to stop at the store to get some milk.  Well, I had to go to Walgreen’s before I went to her house, so I told her I would pick it up there.  Well, I went one Kroger because it is a Citi-Center where they have a lot of other shops inside it and around it.  I went there to go to the jewelry store.  I wanted to get a sterling silver “B” and “J” chain for myself.  Those are Beezie’s and Jae’s initials and I wanna get them for me to wear.  Well, they were closed, and if I was smart, I would not have left to go to Walgreen’s.  I would have gotten the milk anyway, but nooooooooooooooo I thought I was gonna get it at Walgreen’s.  So, my dumb ass left.  Well, I went to Walgreen’s and they didn’t have the milk.  All they had was whole milk and 2%.  We only drink 1% milk.  I called Ma and she said that she didn’t want that one and to go get the 2% one.  So, I knew I had to go to Wal-Mart anyway, so I thought I would just get it there. Yep, they didn’t have the 1% either.  So, I bought some Smart One’s entrees and Cheesecake and left.  Kroger was across the street, so I went there.  This makes the 3rd damn store.  So, they had it.  Yep, I was a happy camper.  Then I saw the Smart One’s Entrees for 40% off.  So I bought several.  Then when I get to the check out, first, the broad was real slow.  Then, the register was not ringing it up correctly.  I literally stood there 12 minutes to try to get someone over there to fix it.  They finally did.  So, now, I was pissed.  I left and went to Ma’s house.  I really didn’t feel like being bothered then.  I fussed a little, and I ate and left.  I was originally going over there to make my sister 2 doggie beds for the dog I gave her, and her dog.  But, by then the mood was ruined, so I just brought them home to make them. 

Now, I’m home, in a dirty house, because I haven’t had time to clean up in a week.  And guess what, I’m not gonna until tomorrow morning.  Dammit, I don’t feel like it right now and I’m not gonna.  I’m gonna finish this entry, check my email, and then sit on my ass and not to a got damn thing.    I might not even breathe every now and then, just ’cause I can.  I’m not getting in the shower until tomorrow morning.  I’m not washing dishes until tomorrow morning.  As a matter of fact, sitting in this chair is too much damn effort.  I’m gonna go lay in my bed and watch TV, and I hope I fall asleep!